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NEWWW yeaaaaaaaaars my giiiiiirLs & iii  me & anne  april, anne, & dannnieelll  weird ass boys  more weird boys ;P love youuu guys ^_^
the night started OUT bad.............some shit happened before everything. but luckily it ended all good. no more crying, no more hesitatin and just tried to have funnnnnnn. im glad i hung out with all of 'em crazy asses. lol it was madddd funn. i can't forget it. but CYEA....i went home pretty early tho.. but its all good i can get some sleep. o yea..last but not leasssssssssst..  me & talitha gooooooodnite yalls & happy new years!! | | |
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my birthdaaaaaaaay
is in exactly a moooooooooooooonth ^_^
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there's no more games. its time to take it...seriously? really? ok. i'm so called liver. i mean livi. i stand about a -- five foot two and i wannaaa dance wit youu cuz im sophisticated funnnn did you sing that? ^^, but i don't eat fillet mignon ughhh im bouts to be nineteen & im feenin'. for some chocolate! emotions
ranks zero, cause bygones be bygones. my structure and flesh that
you'll soon reminisce, intoxication & salvation of this ivy's kiss.
this medication to the soul & i'm playin the role of heat groovin'
to your beat. i think i'm on parole, i'll admit to my accuracy
though... no acception if you go near my quad homegirls! respective
viewed all ways... unless they're anguished! then i'll get on it!..or
its just over with. forgiveness is not a question when my being is questioned. but i'm that palm in your backhand, there's no hesitation for protection. oh yeah... one more thing, i'm in love! but he's a superstar ... :( let's go back to my lifely story. scrubbbbbbb ways took me over in that childhood phase. pink sweatpants
flashed with those huge red sweatshirts. i think ewww what happened to
that girl, she let it alllllll unfurl... in all the wrong ways. i met
the love of my life at cope the place of no hope, but he stunk cuz he dont got the funk to approach me! i was the floater in high school. not a cheerleader or popular, not invisible either. i got that eyes of a possessive trait that would be believed to be muggin, a no huggin type of woman.
no introduction, you probably wouldn't step up. i tried to change my
face, but it just don't work like that. hahaha. i had a lot of haters & jealousers. but i still had that lovers that stood beside my preciousness.
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 i use to perform for neighborhood blocks show. i had to hit my notes and represent the style of dance
of what i am. unapproved by my momma but i stuck out, and i made it
through. i don't even remember if we even had a name, but that was all stressful.
i came through with model miac, but quit it cuz the cash wasn't there
to support it. now club fever is just where i am most of the time.
makin my music & lyrics thas reeeeeeeeliiiievin for that gunk in my
mind. i was loved, cheated, then anguished, as everyone else. i use to be the strongest little girl all around, but those walls all came down when that angel came into my life. but that devious devil built a steel blank head upon me. i'm at the start line, but this time. its just different. no more love mentality, just flings in my wings that i had to swing for my vitality. i'm all good now. i know what i want. is a strong man, -- that ruuuude boy thas good to me. . & it aint you though, HAHAHAHA um..or you cuz i know who's readin this right now. :) i learned what i need to learn here, but its time to plug the cord. my ten year vacation is over & im going to enter a whole peabo bryson new world for my twirled understanding. business & entertainment is what imma be strifin' for. gotta be what i was raised to be. gotta get that top on top! you'll see me soon
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JUST A LITTLE THING
like I've been thrown into a well,
drowning in hopes to escape.
like I've reached the end of the road,
as if I've chosen a wrong turn.
so many feelings hidden inside,
just waitin' to cry itselves out.
It's all too much to take,
I can't have anymore.
hail's deflating my lungs,
I suffocate in my own river.
wish there was someone lovin' me,
savin' me from all this misery.
but I don't want him to yearn,
I want to love in return.
maybe I'm moving too fast,
in building my life to last.
what in the world do I do,
time is flying quicker than light itself.
on bended knees I plead,
for someone to fulfill my needs.
but when that is all too late,
I surmise that I have met my fate.
so I abide with a smile on my face,
and pretend I'm in a complete grace.
wish there was someone I adore,
and take me to entity of so much more.
but I don't want to yearn,
I desire happiness in return.
vivid emotions and imagination guide souls away from this world. so much, that a fantasy is reality. great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... following through with these dreams are arduous. charming, endearing, and loving... forgiving and tolerant, seeing the world through rose colored glasses. underneath it all, tons of passion hidden... so hopeful, expecting optimistic outcomes in life.
  some other co-workers eatin grubbin. me & mista ray davis. aint he foine!New Song I Got: Reena- Caramel Kisses. Thanks raymond for the song! hehe~
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SHOPPING
with greg, and dj at alderwood mall. bought me some W HA... JEANS! yeeeUH. and a babygirl jacket. now babygirl can shake it in dem jeans. bought a TWOANish atlanta hat which is so awesoomMME possUm wit mister shake it like a salt shaker. thank you ^_^ later on, met with talitha tracy and JR..then dexter..off to UH YEH...
  that popcorn chicken IS HELLA GOOD. and my tightness hat. mwahah!
UH HUH...
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CLUBBin at club anonymous SUCKEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
@!#@!#(@!_#)_@!_@!#_@!#_!# !)(*@#)(*#*@!)(*#@ @$
@&#)(@!*#(*@! # *#)@(*!)#(*@ thats what i get huh.. for not
going with..UHHH ..and..UHHH. haha. =(.. boooOOOoo
what a waste of money.
and uh..waste of sweat.
 hahhahaah coRNAY.
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TAPIOCA EXPRESS
my weekend was great. it was mostly about catchin' up with a lost friend *boo hoo hoo hehe it was interesting. because it made me feel happy that we're all together again. on friday, tracy, talitha & i went to tapioca express to just talk and catch up and we ate hella bomb ass food. i think it was the popcorn chicken and the fish cake that looked like tofu. lol. anyways... later on that night, TALITHA was suppose to come over, too but she didn't. it was funny cause tracy and i was just on the phone almost the whole time with our long distance friends. hahahaha. and i think she fell asleep while i was still on the phone, so later on that night tracy went home cause it was already late. & i just talked to benjOL on the phone then went to sleep or something. yeah.
BABY PARTY.
on saturday...NOW THAT..when it was cooLIO. hehehe. talitha and i went to a party at six
or something. ate some good ass ES TELER.. mmmmmmmmmmmm mmm! that was
bombin. i didn't even eat the food tho. i drank some sprite apple cider too. mm mm. well anywho. it was coos cause i got to see my old indo friends that are like 25 and up. hahahahaa. those bum asses need to GQ themselves FOREALS. especially this one guy named ben that i used to "talk to". LOL just kidding please dont get mad at me when you read this.
DROP, PARK, & POPPed. ??????
later on, tracy me and talitha was gonna go clubbin at an anonymous club. but tracy bailed on uS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you ICK! so we asked april to go, and she was down to go. so we went. while trying to get jennifer to go to. then mista DJ called up and asked if we was still goin to the club and we was like yea. none of us knew the directions hahaa, but luckily we all decided to just go in one car and figure it out together. and yeah we found it. it wasn't all that crackin' in there but we made the best of it..which made it hella crackin.
cause we were just so stupid in there. and not carin what the fuck we
did. it was either us four doin some shovel pouring rain chicken dance
that tommy made up. or DJ lyin back on the mirrors and lookin' like he had an orgasm with his MOUTH open or it was either gregism humping the poles, mirrors, stairs, and WHATEVER else was there hahhahahhahaha. and if i WASNT WRONG>...he was FREAKIN...in the back of some GUY AHhahahahahhaha. i know he wasn't freakin the dude.
but it looked like it. and the guy was all lookin' like ohh hell no
what is he doingg. hahahah. oh shit man. it was hella funny. thanks
guys for the good time. it was hella cold...outside. foreals..even after the hotness and sweatness from the clubbin it was mofockin FREEZING. hahahhaa. oh yeah, THANKS GREG FOR LETTING ME GRRRRRRABBBB (happy now?) your arm to keep me warm ^_^. bwahahha. itts ok we made it to the car. but unfortunately, not all things that is good ends well. but i won't even talk about it.
...um..BUN shortaged
you guys... my legs are sore foreals. *tears. anyways...afterwards me and talitha had our complication with jack in the box with a shortage of a bun. hahahhaha but luckily and unfortunate unnecessary use of gas and got our bun back. hahaha. we went home at four and i fell dead asleep while miss tata was on the phone. we woke up at 11:30 AM and raymond and brian came to visit us before brian left to cali, i'll miss you guy even tho i haven't even gotten to know you. but its okay there's time! hehehee!
added. bored. ed. ed. ed.
FIRSTS
First job: forever21 ..lol
first screen name: kyootie118???
First funeral: my auntie wiwi
First pet: a fish
First piercing/tattoo: ear!
First credit card: i still don't have one
First Kiss: first boyfriend
First one that mattered: "well, he was a jack ass but i would say that one did matter though." ;T (i agree with jackie)
First love: no love
First enemy: lily i think she was viet..back in middle school
LASTS
last kiss: um. jason?
last cigarette: never
last good cry: back then when things were gay with the jack ass.
last library book: i don't even remember hahaha
last movie seen in theaters: the grudge wit candie john haha. (sorry, you wasted your money..)
last book read: don't remember!
last cuss word uttered: "shit" because i glued my fingers at work
last beverage drank: water
last food consumed: ice cream
last phone call: lol. mister DJ
last tv show watched: dance 360
last shoes worn: my payless shoes OH YEAH!
last cd played: burned cd of many many songs
last item bought: polo ralph lauren cologne
last thing downloaded: ciara- other chicks
last annoyance: my co-worker asked me too much questions
last disappointment: knowing that my friend will go through the same things i did
last soda drank: 7up i think
last ice cream eaten: java chip!
last amused: at work, when my co-worker saw me dancing and she was just asking me to do it over and over again.
last time trippin on drugs?: me no drugs
last time in love: ? two years ago?? i uno who cares
last time hugged: during the weekend from GREGiano & DJerm. hahaha
last shirt worn: um..... im wearing my pajama
last time dancing: lol at work today.
RANDOM
1 MINUTE AGO: my dad knocked on my door
1 HOUR AGO: DJ called
1 DAY AGO: I went to the mall
1. What do you like most about yourself? i'm a goofball.
2. And the least? my pickyness about everything.
3. How many fillings do you have? 2!
4. Do you think you're good looking? not really
5. Do other people tell you that you're good looking? (people's opinion goes here ^_^) =P
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frat house & applebees.
weekend is cOOL. and not over yet. haha, hmm on thursday i kicked it with anne. we went to go chill with her homeboy nick and ate at some filipino restaurant. no offense, but i dun really like filipino food. haha but i ate it anyways. afterwards we dropped him off and went to daniel's frat house. DANG...his room is so nice. so clean. haha and so futuristic. and his bed is soo comfortable. lol. not like my old school lookin' room. but we went home early cuz i got work the next day. heh.WENT TO APPLEBEEEEEE's with the co-workers. and spotted a beau-hunk.
china harbor
;P OWWWweeee. that expression was to explain that last night (friday) was pretty FUNNN, and that my feet hurt like a damn rotweiler that got runned over. went to china harbor with my girls and the pimp daniel.. we took pictures at daniel's house. oh man..when we went in..he was givin' his homeboy a hair cut. and he was half nakeeyyy AHAHAH. anyway, we missed talitha, girl we were waiting all night for you! ;/ hmph.
but anyways, we saw hella people that we haven't seen in a while. Pat and Mike. damn freaky deaky pat is still bomb at dancin'. lol missed hanging out with yalls! i wonder why deejay and gregism didn't go. saw ken and jason. i haven't danced that much in so long. maybe thats why my feet hurt so bad, and plus the shoes i wore were mega high. hahaha. and oh yeah.. damn that boy KEN knows how to work his shit! lol
ok. i got home at around 2:30 am prolly. the night ended weird. a couple people were pissed off. lol. hmm. but i was all good. drama is not on my list. ^_^ oh dang..i saw..someone i dated and said hi to him. and he just waved and looked away. i was like DANG. what is wrong with YOU. sorry whatever i did. lol hmm..
we started fasting this morning, and im EFFING hungry. i think we can eat again around 6:30 when its dark. when there's sun, you can't eat or drink, or chew gum, and what not. i think its suppose to make you suffer like those people who doesn't have it as good as us. so we will appreciate things that we have now? i dont know. that is what i think.
whams..ill post pics up later.
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